I can't quite describe it
it may be the best thing
but
I'm scared
for the worst thing
which is most likely
the most likely thing
to happen.

I realized today
just how far
apart we are.

in body
in mind
in spirit?
sometimes
in distance
in age
in thoughts
in space

in experience
in conversation

I'm squeezing so tight
right now

now

but how easy
it would be to
just

let go.

and it's never been this way
but today
letting go

seemed like the right choice.

wow, what's it gonna be tomorrow?