do you ever have one (or some, like a couple in a row) of those days that leave you feeling neutral? Nothing is really wrong or right, but one thing is for sure... you are nowhere near content...
I myself would like to think that I am a pretty content person and that I maintain pretty good balance in my life. However, recently it seems like life is moving really fast and its great and awful and wonderful and perfect and strange all at the same time.
I've met some really astounding people recently and I have become closer to people I have known for awhile but have never really crossed paths with until now. And that makes me happy and reassures me that life is fast for a reason and its wonderful that it is the way it is.
But, sometimes I can't help but feel like its going so fast that something great just passed me by while I was still worrying about something that just happened and then I'm meeting someone new and talking to my very best friend and then I've missed something again..
is this making sense? I hope I'm not alone on this matter.
and then there is change. and change is even faster. and its lovely and opens doors to people and places you never even knew existed or were possible, but I've found that it sometimes causes other people and places to drift away... like there needs to be room for the new and the old takes up too much space. and if I try really hard then I can and will find a way to make it all fit, but I'm human and sometimes I fail.
so, we'll just wait and see.
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